Sunday, September 2, 2007

Death penalty - Diary of Flor Contemplacion

weeeeeeeeee, i'm the 2nd one.. LOL

Dear Diary, its been 5 days since they put me in to face this small 4 walls.
After watching the news, my inner emotions stirred. What have I done? I am filled with grief and remorse. Seeing all those people supporting me, believing that I’m just a poor innocent maid, when I know I’m not.
I don’t deserve all this…I am a murderer; a vicious woman. What would my children think of me? I really miss them. What will happen to them when I’m gone? Who would take care of them? What will happen to my country and fellow Filipinos? Because of me, the bilateral ties between Singapore and the Philippines are strained. Protests, discrimination and hatred are brewing between the two countries and it’s my fault…the result of my impulsiveness.
Even though many think that I don’t deserve my punishment and that the Singapore government is too harsh with my sentencing, I do not blame the Singapore government. I robbed two people of their lives in Singapore and i should rightfully die under the Singapore law. What right do I have to continue living?
The day which has been set for me to die is drawing painfully near. Awaiting my death in solitude, I have never felt this scared and lonely in my entire life. However, I hope that my death would cause justice to be served and would help to ease the pain and bring some closure to the families of my victims and to lessen the tension between Singapore & Philippines. Finally, I hope that God would keep my children safe and forgive me for the sins that I have committed.




JESSICA, SAFFIAH & SHAWN LEE
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