Death Penalty

The one who killed Huang Na

Minutes pass like hours, days pass like years. 4 more days, and I would be executed. Hanging… would I be in pain? To say the truth, I’m scared, terrified. I would be leaving behind everybody, all those who yearned for me to be by their side now. My family, my friends and all my loved ones, I was thankful enough to have them with me yesterday. They brought all my favourite suits along with them, for me.
Tears flowed when I saw them yesterday. We sat in silence, eyes upon the floor. I had so much to say to them, but yet, nothing came out from my mouth. I just didn’t know how to start. They loved me, my father, my mother, my brother. Yet, I bring upon such shame onto our family and tarnishing our family’s reputation. I deserve the retribution, but why bring my family upon it too?
It was painful to see them leave when the time was up. The cold-blooded officer wouldn’t even allow a hug for me from them. And now, I’m seated, bounded within these four merciless ice cold walls regretting. Regretting how I didn’t say I love them, how I appreciate for all they have done..
Huang Na.. I shouldn’t have made u suffered. If I could choose all over again, I wouldn’t have done it to you. You were just 8 years old. Only a beast like me would do that to you, and for that, I sincerely apologize. May you rest in peace, among the angels’ wings bestowed upon you.

With Love,
Hao.

doneby: fangyi

btw who deleted the blog ah. KILL u!